they told you theyre your friends. dont believe.

i dont like you i hate you everything has become annoying now i cant say i love you anymore im sorry its a request let's break up ive a person who makes me happy if we ever do meet again just walk past me like a stranger im this kinda girl imma mean girl i'd rather you curse me and hate me why do you still try to hold onto me because youre like this i hate you i hate you even more because in the end you still make me cry

-this woman.

i was scooping different flavors of ice cream. when i was about to taste them, i woke up. )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): so sad.






please let me go.

hoho i just watched titanic and i cried. after watching for so many times i still cry. anyway im back. gd news is that im promoted to the next sem! stick with my classmates still. yay!
bad news is that im down with fever. bet im not used to the weather in korea and didnt drink much water. tsktsk. seriously, i dont feel like coming back. ahhaa.

FIRSTLY, the korean guys in korea are wah. out of 10, 9 of them have super good fashion sense. dig their style. even those buang face ones can dressed up man. beannie, scarf, blazer? ya, low jeans, super nice high cut shoes. their height is jus right. almost 180cm or above. hahaha everywhere i go, i spot one. at least ONE. and they spit everywhere. i dont see them smoking much. as for girls, their hairstyle, dressings, bags are all the same. mushroom head hairstyle is their trend now. i think im gonna cut that soon. HAHA.

dressing is first in their country. every single one of them must dress up before they leave their house. 2nd would be their food. kimchi, ginseng and manymany. pork for almost every meal. make me so sick.

everland and lotte world. awesome thrill rides. but only spent like few hours there. ): there's this super fast, high, long long roller coaster. wa. so fast that we couldnt lift up our head. and the wind was soooooooooooooo cold.

we're lucky to see snow over there. and it was snowing heavily at night. but i was alr sleeping. wasted. missed it. yes, i ate the snow. hee. shouldve brought some chocolate syrup. lol.
skiing was the best la. climbed up the "hill" for 10mins and ski down for 1 min. tiring man. damn funny i tell you. we had a hard time wearing the ski board gear thingy. gotta wear it on the slope. had a hard time laughing too. the entire face is numb. lol. :B

ohya, xmas! didnt really celebrate there cos our hotel was way inside some ulu place. so we, the cousins gathered in my room and PRANK CALL our parents. hahaha. my cousin, borui was like "anyeonghaseyo, merli xmasu, @*&#)(*@)(&#)(*" spoke some fake korean language. and the adults jus hanged up. all of them did the same thing. so the next day we asked around and my aunt said someone called and she couldnt hear anything. ALL OF US WERE LIKE CHEY.

bought their cigarette back. $2.50 ONLY YOU KNOW. tsk. will update again soon!

hoho, flying in bout 7 to 8 hrs time. i hope i wont freeze to death over there. hahah. gonna miss my loved ones here. this time, im gonna take great pictures back. tsktsk not gonna waste the trip again. merry xmas in advance :D 

wont miss you this xmas.

so, i tried to help out sometimes but again, it seems like my fault. seems like im too kpo to be there for a friend. too kpo to solve things for them. wads right and wads wrong? i really wish i dont have t come back. now i cant wait to leave.

i was supposed to attend this wedding dinner thingy. my mum asked me to wear shorts and slippers so when we reached there, everyone dressed up nicely and i got so pissed that i went back to the car. i shouted at my mum. i told her off for asking me to wear slippers. haha. then i took my dad's car keys and wait for them inside the car. somehow some guy appeared. he looked like junsu. nvm bout that. i was so pissed at that time and he just hopped into the car and sat beside me.he was trying to make me smile. i did smile a lil when he tried to do smth stupid. then he sat closer. we didnt even spoke a single word. it feels so good when someone tries to make u smile when youre down, angry or wadever.

well, but it was just a dream. tsk.

so tiring. 

it was a nightmare to you.

but a fairytale to me.

ive been thinking too much. hoping too much. day dreaming too much.

i even dreamt that i failed my assignments ): with the freaking big word FAILED when i opened the letter. i was shocked to death and i woke up immediately. haha!

thanks daddy for everything. now i really cant wait to get out of this country. hoho. wont be in spore for xmas. um, good and bad. no, good actually. all of my girls are now attached. no time for me either. heh. i realised i dont have a bday cake this yr. MEANS NO BDAY WISH LOR ): tsk,

wont come true anyway.

i kept telling myself to keep myself busy but i jus cant do it. nua-ing every min every sec. UHHH! shall give myself a to-do list. nth much to blog. nobody reads it anyway.

hot right. tsk.

thank you yola baby! sorry to see this only now. <3

my crazy bday at cafe del mar.

sex on the bitch, i mean beach

Kenny misses VU

blow into luq's mouth

kissing? no, licking.

ice on luq's eye.

tim, the pussycat dolls hahahhaa

pole dancing

gotta french this babe.

dare on me.

blowjob on bottle on liping. HAHAHAHA

everyone started licking.

shocked

lick nipple.

sophia the diva

ghost wannabe

shots.

KO

timmy

when the clock hits 12.

noise level's getting lower

shagged. lol awesome night! love you people!<3

hear my prayers.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME(: thanks for the wishes people. love you guys! last night was awesome with my classmates, tim and derrick. hahaa. had this bday package at cafe del mar and there were only a few people. so i guess we were the loudest. maybe just kyl the babe. hahaa.

truth or dare. funny, exciting. the best dare i had was to french with kyl. lol, i feeeeeeeeeeeeeel greatttttttttttttttttttttt. it has been a long time since i french. with a girl. heh heh.
i'll upload the pics once i get em. :B

herdiana came over today for dinner and shane came over too! it's a surprise i must say. hahaha. lucky to have 'em to keep me accompany today otherwise i'll really rot at home.
these two bff are always there for me when i need them. love yous. :D

now birthday is almost over and im looking forward to my holiday trip! need lotsa stuffs to keep myself busy and occupied.

and why am i always the one waiting?

Just One More Day.

my babes

the rest still with angel.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yesterday celebration with my girls were awesome. though it was quite a boring one. i felt so SPECIAL last night. hahaha. but im glad that they made an effort to celebrate with me. i was quite surprised that pris was the first to reach. love u la darling! and jen nvr fail to celebrate with me even though its her exam period. so sweeeeet. :D angel made me feel so SPECIAL righttttttt. ;p some inside joke and thanks girls for your presents (: HERDIANA came like 12. full house until cannot full house alr. u better make it up to me next week. hee hee.

and tmr gonna celebrate with my classmates. hoho cant wait! went to collect my present jus now from kenny. tsk very touched you know. he bought me GOBI and drew a picture of me. haha. very nice. kor kor thankew you :D

im gng back to rot.tata

what about my birthday wishes?

Dont worry, i wont carry on anymore.

treat the people the way you want to be treated? bullshit. seriously. everyone is so realistic now, who will even bother about that. dont have to be too nice to the people around you cos you wont get anything in return. 

ive always told myself not to complain so much. but its not working. i need to whine to make myself feel better. quickly get out of this school, get a job, earn enough money, date a guy, get married, give birth, be tai tai. HAHAHA fat hope, in my next life. , die happily. 

if life can be as simple as abcccccccccccccccccccccc = si = die. 

birthday is coming and i dont seem to look forward to it at all. just like every year. except for last year.

They say a person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world. Someone to love, something to do, and something to hope for. 
--Tom Bodett

believe me. 

im glad that things started to change. 

but its turning into hatred.

i seriously cannot believe it. im glad i made the right choice.

caught these two korean movie online. "do re mi fa so la ti do" and "Baby and me" omg la, the guy damn cute. he's called Geun-seok Jang. look at his perfect cute smile. it melts me man~~ lol

but too bad. tsk he's a leo.