hmmmm feel like switching back t lj again hee hee. kk byeeeee bye to this blog.

emilia-ch.livejournal!

WHEN WILL U CALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL? ):

today is our day but it kinda went wrong. and from then onwards, 

i feel like crying and i cried and kept crying. i dont like. no good.

i wanna get busy. like really really busy. i want my mind to be somewhere. not here. somewhere else.

i uh, dont know what to do. just wanna be happy. like really really happy.

i swear i was laughing when i read all the previous post and another blog of mine when i had it during secondary school. tskkkkkkkkkkkkk. i didnt know i was LIKE THAT.

i even bitch about the ah lian i hated in secondary sch. lol. ^^ V but i miss those days when jen millie cat manda mich and i  were still together.

SO, how's everyone? my last post was on March. 4months later and im back here. nobody even bother to read this blog but i dont really care and so, many things happened during the past 4 months. well, goods and bads. ups and downs. people come and go. catching up with people i havent met for years. but life still goes on

and it is always unfair. It is beautiful YET complicated.

i always thought of doing something with my life. i slacked for about 2months for my holidays

and FINALLY i got a job and another one coming up. As an assistant trainer teaching digital art at a primary school! thanks to kenny foong for this lobang uh. Another one would be teaching art at a tuition centre or center. correct me if im wrong. not confirm yet though. well, at least i am happy to be able to keep myself occupied. :D 

i guess i'll update when ive the time and when i feel like to. stay safe people! 

i dont know. i dont want. i dont want to feel this way. 

so, i dont know, confused. stress. irritated. 

no i shouldnt be feeling like this. i should be happy:D

i cant, i dont know how.