i shoudnt even be blogging right now but there's no other way i can let out my thoughts. is it me or wad? when the people around are having problems, they came to me. ok, im totally fine with it. but wad happens when i have my problems? theyre NOWHERE TO BE SEEN. ive NO ONE to turn to or maybe i just dont know who to believe in. there are so many things that made me so fucking upset and i know there's no point talking to anybody now because nobody will understand and they will go like ' cheer up, blah blah' whatever shit it is and i seriously hope i'll get bang down by a car one day and im gonna fucking thank that person so much that i will fucking bless that person in heaven. 

man, fuck fuck fuck. 

I AM SO ANGRY LOR.